"Love Inventory"
Rate each of these items 1 (I
totally agree) to 10 (I totally disagree). Option: after focusing on
you,
re-do this status check and use the second blank to guess how your partner or
someone else would
answer. Then ask her or him to answer, and compare results.
1) I am worthy of
being loved now without any qualification. ___ ___
2) I know from life experience what being
truly loved feels like. ___ ___
3) I have felt
loved well enough, recently. ___ ___
4) My recent actions
demonstrate that I love myself as deeply as anyone else now. ___
___
5) I deserve
to be loved now
because of who I am, vs. what I do. ___ ___
6) I am fully
capable now of _ feeling and _ expressing real love for another
person. ___ ___
7) I'm clear on the difference between
liking a person and loving them. ___
___
8) My feeling loved can only come from
another living thing ___ ___.
9) I can clearly discern between feeling
needed or desired and feeling loved
now. ___ ___
10) I can clearly tell the difference now
between genuine love and _ pity, _
dutiful concern
(obligation), and _
dependence.
___ ___
11) Giving or receiving love
always
involves some pain. ___ ___
12) Each of my earliest
primary caregivers genuinely loved themselves. ___
___
13) I got enough genuine (vs.
dutiful) love as a young child. ___ ___
14) I can recognize the
difference between love and respect
15) You can’t really love another
person unless you feel genuine
___ ___
16) The opposite of self-love
is shame. ___ ___
17) I can care about another person
without loving them. ___ ___
18) Love must be
spontaneous, vs. expected, requested, or demanded. ___
___
19) Adults can choose to change their
abilities to (a) feel, (b) express, and (c) receive love if
they really want to. ___ ___
20) I
can love someone without respecting or liking
them. ___ ___
21) I'm clear how
loving a person differs from loving what they do. ___
___
22) Romantic love is
temporary, and differs from mature adult love. ___ ___
23) Mates married before God
must love each other, no matter what. ___ ___
24) Normal adults can
love and hate a person or themselves at the same time. ___
___
25) My mate and I are each able
to form healthy
with each other and other selected people. ___ ___
26) I can describe the
difference between healthy love and
(relationship
addiction). ___ ___
27) I look forward to
discussing this inventory with my partner now. ___ ___
28) I feel some mix of
calm, centered, energized, light, focused,
resilient,
up, grounded, relaxed, alert, aware, serene,
purposeful, and clear, so
my
probably filled out this inventory. (If not, a well-meaning
may have distorted your answers).
Have you ever taken a “love inventory” like
this before? What are you thinking and feeling?
Now
explore what
you and your mate believe about “love and marriage.”
Your beliefs
shape whether your love expectations of yourself and each other are
attainable or not. Compare your beliefs to these...
Premises about Love and Marriage
Sociologist
Andrew Cherlin
writes that in Western cultures, marrying for
love vs. for economic,
practical, and political reasons, just became fashionable in the 19th
century. Yet that's the media-hyped reality most people take for
granted as we begin the 21st century.
This suggests that your parents, you, your mate, and any
ex mates were conditioned to expect your spouse to fill your primal needs to give and get enough
love and to feel
lovable. The tragic U.S. divorce epidemic
testifies how millions of average couples find these needs hard to fill.
My
experience as a therapist is that many
American adults have survived a
childhood and bear significant psychological
Many don’t
(want to) know that, what
their wounds
and/or how to
them.
Sometimes these wounds combine to block kids' and adults' abilities to
care
about and love other people,
and/or to accept love from others.
Wounds
and
raise the odds that romance-dazed,
men and women
will choose the wrong
to commit to,
for the wrong
at the wrong
Several Lesson-4
worksheets can help you decide if you and/or a partner made any of
these unwise courtship decisions.
The ideas below invite you to clarify
(a) what you believe about marital love, and (b) what you need from whom. Your and
your partner's love-related beliefs, needs, expectations, and fears determine
your current love satisfaction. See how you feel about each of these
opinions:
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1) Marital
love
is a mix of respect, admiration, acceptance,
companionship, trust, interest, comfort, a communion of souls or spirits, and
sexual- sensual desire. A related dynamic is needing to feel
consistently special
to your "significant other.".
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Various people can
fill combinations of these needs for you. Ideally, your nuptial ceremony
celebrated you mates each deciding that your partner filled most of these needs
better than any other person you knew up to then.
2) Love grows or fades over time
as you
mates age, the world and your priorities change, and each of your
marital needs are filled well
enough or not. Major factors are whether you each are...
-
usually
your wise
and...
-
you each are
of
your
and...
-
you two have most of these
requisites, and...
-
you want to make the time, and
have the
to communicate
effectively together about your needs.
and
here provide
practical options for helping each other
your Selves (capital "S"), strengthen your
and negotiate filling your respective needs.
Premise 3) Romantic love drew you to each
other during courtship. If you each married the
right persons, for the
right
reasons, at the right time, this marvelous feeling mellows into a deeper mature love. Longing to
keep or regenerate the unique thrill and sparkle of fresh romantic love
usually yields disappointment and frustration.
If you mates cherish the
memory of your courtship romance and work to evolve a deeper love together,
you may be content.
4) There are four love “domains” in your
primary relationship:
-
me loving me,
-
you loving you, and
-
each of us loving the other. The fourth domain is...
-
a communion with and reverence for a
nurturing
Though
this domain affects your
and relationship, it’s beyond our scope here.
Personal and shared discomforts can occur in at
least the first three of these four domains.
More premises about marital
love...
5)
Your
(a) need for adult love and
(b) your ability to feel lovable and loved
are greatly shaped by your first several years of life. You can’t change what you experienced
then, but you can understand and heal from it if you weren't loved well
enough..
Do you feel that healthy infants are born with the ability to love
themselves and other entities equally?
Needing, feeling, and expressing love for other living things is a normal
human response that grows automatically
if the environment is
wholistically
6)
You
and your mate are each somewhere on
a line between “very well loved as
a young child,” and “very unloved as a young child.” Your subjective
opinion of where you fall on this line may be accurate or not. If you
weren’t loved well enough, you’ve probably “forgotten,” denied,
repressed, or numbed that reality to reduce past and
present pain.
Your
dominant personality
may (idealistically) expect your
mate to provide your
with the love they never got. If you
were
loved well enough, your inner subselves are probably longing for and
expecting your mate to provide the same selfless adoration, care, and
willing sacrifice. Either way, these needs are primal,
not rational or
responsive to logical discussion, hints, threats,
requests, or demands.
Premise 7) Like trust, respect, empathy, and forgiveness,
love can only be given spontaneously. Therefore manipulating,
requesting, pleading, or demanding that you or your mate love yourselves or
each other more is a self-defeating ”
8)
Your
adult experience of love and your
expectations about it are limited by your life experience so far. If
you’ve experienced little altruistic (selfless) love from other people,
your perception of what “love” is and feels like is less than if you have
been able to experience genuine love.
So adults emotionally
as young kids
can believe
that
pity, sexual desire, companionship, needing, and/or controlling (“I know
what’s best for you, so do what I say.”) are “love.” These
will
always cause
and marital
discord.
9)
Few adults think about who they’re relying on to fill their blend
of current love-needs: their Higher Power, themselves, their mate, their
children, kin, friends, co-workers, mentors, one or more therapists or
coaches, and/or animals. You and your mate can each control only one of these
love-sources: yourself.
Pause, breathe, and reflect on these premises about marital love. If you or
your partner disagree with any of them, what do you believe? Again,
your beliefs will shape your shared needs and expectations about exchanging
love with each other.
Now let's shift from these abstract ideas to some common...
Surface “Love” Problems
Premise: "Problems" are unfilled
needs, which can be superficial ("surface") or primary. Surface relationship
problems are
symptoms of underlying primary needs. See if you’re
hoping to
fill
one or more of these surface needs:
I need to
feel more loved by my mate more often.
My partner
says or implies that s/he needs to feel more loved by me, and I
need to know what to do about that.
I’ve fallen
out of love with my mate, and need to decide what to do about that.
My partner
says s/he doesn’t love me as much or at all, or s/he says s/he does, but
her/his actions say otherwise. I need to clarify my feelings, needs, and options.
One of us desires and/or loves another
person, and feels torn, guilty, ashamed, and scared. Variation: one of
us has had, or is having, a romantic/sexual
I need
to know what to do.
Some other significant marital love
need.
If either of you
partners is experiencing one or more
of these now, the bad news is: you’re stressed! The good news is: you may
reduce your stress in ways you’re not aware of. Start by considering these…
Primary "Love" Problems
See if any
items below “resonate.” One or both of you…
1)
is ruled by
a
and is unaware of it, denies it, or doesn’t know what that
or what to
about it.
If so, one of you may have a
and
not know it. One of many symptoms of this is
denying that
you have a marital problem, and focusing on a child, an ex mate,
money, work, health, and/or something else. Another symptom of
false-self
is confusing love with pity, duty, need, excitement, power, flirting, rescuing, and/or lust.
A symptom of false-self
dominance is one or both of you doesn’t feel enough genuine
self love yet, and doesn’t (want to) know that, or what to do about it.
Restated: the primary problem may be that one or both of you is a
person in protective
.
See Lesson 1.
And/or either of you
partners may have…
2)
committed
to the
for the
at the
and needs to
avoid admitting and accepting that. And/or...
3)
you mates aren’t communicating
enough, and
you
don’t know how to improve that yet. You’re unable to help each other
your
separate, rank, and
them effectively as
mutually-respectful teammates.
A
related stressor
may be that because your attempts to
problem-solving are usually
frustrating
and unproductive, you’re avoiding each other (i.e. avoiding the risk of discomfort)
unconsciously or covertly. Restated: the
you two try to
problem-solve has become another problem. Reality check: see if any of
communication
dynamics are familiar. If so, see Lesson 2.
And/or either of you may be...
4)
in
grieving some
major
losses
(broken bonds). This
can hinder healthy new bonding, and may dilute or
numb feeling or expressing your love. See Lesson 3.
More primary "love
problems": one or both of you...
5) really
needs more
(specialness), acceptance, respect,
trust,
honesty, sensual/sexual satisfaction, intimacy, excitement/adventure,
and/or
companionship -
not more "love;"
and
or something else
has been blocking your satisfying these needs well enough.
And/or one or both of you may…
6)
prize
something consistently
than your relationship, and may or may not acknowledge that to
yourself and/or your mate. A major symptom of this is your not wanting to
make enough undistracted couple-time. A possible
symptom of this is one of you working a night shift and the other tolerating and
justifying (or preferring) that.
And if you're a
stepfamily, perhaps either or both of you…
7)
put a child
your mate and marriage too often. The flip side of this is one of you (a
stepparent) is too needy, insecure and distrustful, and your subselves are
oversensitive to or distorting your partner’s
need to nurture their child/ren.
Notice what’s not included as an underlying “love” problem: a child’s behavior or welfare, a
parent-child relationship, a legal
suit, money, sex, or an intrusive, needy, or domineering relative. Those can be
major surface problems, but don’t cause marital love problems!
So if you two have one or more of these
primary problems (unmet needs), what
can you do?
Continued...
The Web address of this
two-page article is http://sfhelp.org/relate/mates/love.htm